Sooooo many thoughts running through my head. Mostly disappointed ones.
I realised tonight how used I've been... again. How I've invested too much... again.
Maybe I expect too much but I thought Soph and I were friends not just trainer and client, she sure made me believe that. I'm hurt that she hasn't even checked in to see how my surgery went.
Now that she's has what she wanted I guess I'm not much use to her anymore and that makes me sad.
Not so long ago she implied that Terri and I aren't good advertisements for her business, I guess that's fair enough we're only 15kgs down... but a year of committment and over $3000 later I thought she'd try harder to help us push through our plateaus instead of making fun of us with her more 'perfect' clients.
I'm not sure I should keep writing about this here tonight, it wont make me feel any better to b*tch and whine and focussing on the negatives wont change anything except peoples perceptions of me.
Time to move on... again.
